More songs by Juicy Luicy
Description
Sometimes the pain is so quiet that you even ask the wind to blow harder - just to hide your eyes. Everything seems normal: the day goes on, the streets smell familiar, songs play in the distance. Only inside, that ‘what if’ feeling won't go away. And every step, every little thing seems to remind you how everything fell apart - not loudly, not dramatically, just emptily.
And you understand with your mind that it's enough - cry, don't cry, nothing will change. But your heart is stubborn like a cat that still waits at the door. Even when you're ashamed of that waiting. Even when you swear that you'll never do it again. You still want the one who left to suddenly remember you one day. Even if just for a moment.
Performed by Juicy Luicy
Executive producer Arnold Limasnax for E-Motion Entertainment
A&R Ikbal Siregar
Songwriters: Denis Ligia, Ikbal Siregar and Faisal M. Fasya
Music producer: Faisal M. Fasya
Vocal producer: Kamga Mo
Strings: Alvin Vitarsa
Guitars: Topan Abimanyu
Drums: Eggy Ramanda
Piano and programming: Faisal M. Fasya
Violin and viola: Alvin Vitarsa
Cello: Jonathan William
Trumpet and flugelhorn: Bururi Effendi
Mixing and mastering: Dimas Pradipta at Sum It! Studio, Jakarta, Indonesia
Mixing assistant: Carlo Yogi
Editor: Juan Miha
Vocals, drums and bass recorded at Sum It! Studio Kevin Quincy Studio
Guitars, brass and woodwind instruments recorded at DB Digital Recording Studio (Avoy)
String instruments recorded at AWesome Studio (Pandunara)
Lyrics and translation
Original
Angin tolonglah bertiup lebih kencang
Karena ku tak ingin mata merahku
Dilihat banyak orang
Siang bisa kan jalan sedikit pelan?
Ku lagi tak ingin rindu datang
Dan mimpi kau nanti malam
Lagu, wangi, dan jalan
Putar balik kenangan
Padahal tau kau takkan
Ingat di waktu itu
Saat ku berantakan
Sebab kau tinggalkanku
Kau tak tau
Dalam hatiku terus rindu
Kau tak tau
Sejahat-jahatnya ku tetap selalu (selalu)
Elu-elukanmu
Ada yang kurang
Tanpamu ku tak tenang (tak tenang)
Apa kau tak ingin aku datang
Menjemputmu nanti malam
Kenangan menyakitkan
Meski menggiurkan
Padahal ku tau kau enggan dan takkan
Ingat di waktu itu
Saat ku berantakan
Sebab kau tinggalkanku
Kau tak tau
Dalam hatiku terus rindu
Kau tak tau
Sejahat-jahatnya (sejahat-jahatnya)
Ku tetap selalu (selalu)
Elu-elukanmu
Tangis tak mempan buat kau mau
(tak membuat kau mau)
"Terlalu sakit,"
"Terlanjur pahit,"
Katamu
Apa ku harus
Teriak terus minta maafmu (minta maafmu)
Kuterjang arus
Sampai ku haus
Demi membuatmu
Ingat di waktu itu
Saat ku berantakan
(Sebab kau tinggalkanku)
Tinggalkanku
(Kau tak tau)
Dalam hatiku terus-terus rindu
(Kau tak tau)
Sejahat-jahatnya (sejahat-jahatnya)
Ku tetap selalu (selalu)
Elu-elukanmu
Elu-elukanmu
English translation
Please let the wind blow stronger
Because I don't want my eyes to be red
Seen by many people
Can you walk a little slower during the day?
I don't want to miss coming anymore
And dream of you tonight
Songs, scents and roads
Rewind memories
Even though you know you won't
Remember that time
When I'm a mess
Because you left me
You don't know
In my heart I keep missing you
You don't know
No matter how evil I am, I will always be (always)
Your cheers
Something's missing
Without you I'm not calm (not calm)
Don't you want me to come?
Pick you up tonight
Painful memories
Even though it's tempting
Even though I know you're reluctant and you won't
Remember that time
When I'm a mess
Because you left me
You don't know
In my heart I keep missing you
You don't know
As bad as it is (as bad as it is)
I'll always be (always)
Your cheers
Crying doesn't work for you
(doesn't make you want to)
"It hurts too much,"
"It's already bitter,"
You said
Do I have to?
Keep shouting for your forgiveness (apologize)
I hit the current
Until I'm thirsty
For your sake
Remember that time
When I'm a mess
(Because you left me)
Leave me
(You don't know)
In my heart I keep missing you
(You don't know)
As bad as it is (as bad as it is)
I'll always be (always)
Your cheers
Your cheers