More songs by Tiara Andini
Description
These lines convey the burden of trying to be a ‘convenient’ version of oneself, while one's true personality quietly hides in the shadows. It is like a suit sewn by someone else's hands: it fits beautifully, but rubs until it hurts. And somewhere inside, there is a plea: to see, hear, and love who you really are, not a painted portrait.
This is music of fatigue and honesty - about how painful it is to wear masks for the sake of someone else's comfort and how desperately you want something simple: to be yourself and still be loved.
Authors: Tiara Andini and Adrian Rahmat Purwanto
Producer: S/EEK
Keyboards and synthesizer: Adrian Rahmat Purwanto
Drums and programming: Jessilardus Meits and Marco SteDiano
Drums recorded at Sum It Studio, sound engineer: Kevin Quincy
Guitars: Yosua Jang
String arrangement: Ericson Jayanto
Vocals recorded at Dexter Studios, sound engineers: Barsena Bestandi and Johannes Abi
Director, producer and editor: Barsena Bestandi
Mixing: Carlo Yogi, mixing and mastering: Dimas Pradipta at Sum It Studio
Lyrics and translation
Original
Ulah siapa yang bisa buatku begini?
Gila, ini bahagia apa menderita?
Langit lagi bagus-bagusnya, tapi bagiku biasa saja
Dia buatku terkesima
Menyapamu tak berani, menciummu apalagi
Mata, pundak, lutut, kaki, gemetar ku berdiri
Kalau sampai kumiliki, tak mau ku tidur lagi
Alamat, malah nanti kau pergi
Kalau ada sembilan nyawa
Mau samamu saja semuanya
Ini dada isinya kamu semua
Alamak, inikah jatuh cinta?
Apa kamu sayang? Apa khayalan? Cubit aku sekarang, ya
Buat mabuk kepayang, seketika pingsan, mana nafas buatan? Ya
Can I see you for a minute? Boleh aku visit?
See your mom and dad, aku pamit
Kalau memang naga-naganya kau berkenan, ku berangkat sekarang
Menyapamu tak berani, menciummu apalagi
Mata, pundak, lutut, kaki, gemetar ku berdiri
Kalau sampai kumiliki, tak mau ku tidur lagi
Alamat, malah nanti kau pergi, yeah-hey
Kalau ada sembilan nyawa
Mau samamu saja semuanya (alamak, ku jatuh cinta)
Ini dada (penuh tanya di dada)
Isinya kamu semua (penuh tanya di dada)
Alamak, inikah jatuh cinta?
Minimal kau bilang bila kau tak sayang
Biar kutahan perasaan
Jadi, berhenti kau menatap, karena ku tak kuat (ku tak kuat)
Tak kuat (tak kuat) berharap
Kalau ada sembilan nyawa
Mau samamu saja semuanya
(Coba buka) ini dada isinya kamu semua
Oh, gawat, ini ku jatuh cinta
Kalau ada sembilan nyawa
Mau samamu saja (langit, kau mempesona)
Semuanya (enggak mau yang lain-lainnya)
Ini dada isinya kamu semua (semuanya)
Alamak, inikah jatuh cinta?
Gila, naga-naganya ku telah jatuh cinta
Alamak, inikah jatuh cinta?
English translation
Who could do this to me?
Crazy, is this happiness or suffering?
The sky is beautiful, but for me it's just normal
He amazed me
I don't dare greet you, let alone kiss you
My eyes, shoulders, knees, feet, trembled to my feet
If I had it, I wouldn't want to sleep anymore
Address, instead you'll leave later
If there are nine lives
I just want to be with you all
This is the chest that contains all of you
Alamak, is this falling in love?
Are you darling? What is fantasy? Pinch me now, okay?
Make you feel intoxicated and suddenly faint, where's the artificial respiration? Yes
Can I see you for a minute? Can I visit?
See your mom and dad, I'm saying goodbye
If you really like the dragons, I'm leaving now
I don't dare greet you, let alone kiss you
My eyes, shoulders, knees, feet, trembled to my feet
If I had it, I wouldn't want to sleep anymore
Address, instead you'll be gone, yeah-hey
If there are nine lives
I just want to be with you all (come on, I'm in love)
This is the chest (full of questions in the chest)
It contains all of you (full of questions in your chest)
Alamak, is this falling in love?
At least you said you didn't love him
Let me hold my feelings
So, stop staring, 'cause I'm not strong (I'm not strong)
Not strong (not strong) hope
If there are nine lives
I just want to be with you all
(Try opening) This chest contains all of you
Oh, that's terrible, I'm falling in love
If there are nine lives
I just want to be with you (sky, you're stunning)
Everything (don't want anything else)
This chest contains all of you (all of you)
Alamak, is this falling in love?
Crazy, my dragons have fallen in love
Alamak, is this falling in love?