More songs by Lolo Zouaï
Description
Assistant Mastering Engineer: Katie Harvey
Assistant Mastering Engineer: Noah McCorkle
Mastering Engineer: Mastered by Dale Becker at Becker Mastering (Pasadena, CA)
Mixing Engineer: Mixed by Fab Dupont at Flux Studios, New York, NY
Producer: Joey Wunsch
Producer: Al von Staats
Sound Engineer: Joey Wunsch
Sound Engineer: Lolo Zouaï
Vocal Engineer: Lolo Zouaï
Vocal Engineer: Al Von Staats
Composer: Lolo Zouaï
Composer: Joey Wunsch
Lyrics and translation
Original
Holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I'm holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
Scared of being honest with myself.
Tired of always blaming someone else.
And I've been smoking like I don't care 'bout myself.
'Cause either way, life ain't fair, so fuck it, might as well.
Lately, I've been looking back instead of forward, getting lost inside a photo, we were laughing in the Rover.
Now I can't help but look around to find a reason, overdose on dopamine, waiting for a double meaning.
Yeah, lately, I've been holding on to who I was before, before I lost you.
I'm holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I left my heart in a place that I can't go back to.
I dyed my hair rose pink to feel like I have you. I don't wanna know what it means to let go, but I do.
Yeah, I left my heart in a place that I can't go back to.
Lately, I've been catching Z's and counting zeros.
Hard to be with the mirror, try my best to see it clear, but
I can't help but getting lost in memories. I'm overdosing on reveries.
I feel closer when I'm dreaming. Lately, I've been holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I'm holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I try, but not enough, can't keep my guard up. Unravel, spiral,
I come undone.
But if I close my eyes, I'm holding on to you, you, you. Holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I'm holding on to who I was before, before I lost you.
Holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on to who
I was.
Holding on, I'm holding on to you.
English translation
Holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I'm holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
Scared of being honest with myself.
Tired of always blaming someone else.
And I've been smoking like I don't care 'bout myself.
'Cause either way, life ain't fair, so fuck it, might as well.
Lately, I've been looking back instead of forward, getting lost inside a photo, we were laughing in the Rover.
Now I can't help but look around to find a reason, overdose on dopamine, waiting for a double meaning.
Yeah, lately, I've been holding on to who I was before, before I lost you.
I'm holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I left my heart in a place that I can't go back to.
I dyed my hair rose pink to feel like I have you. I don't wanna know what it means to let go, but I do.
Yeah, I left my heart in a place that I can't go back to.
Lately, I've been catching Z's and counting zeros.
Hard to be with the mirror, try my best to see it clear, but
I can't help but getting lost in memories. I'm overdosing on reveries.
I feel closer when I'm dreaming. Lately, I've been holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I'm holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I try, but not enough, can't keep my guard up. Unravel, spiral,
I come undone.
But if I close my eyes, I'm holding on to you, you, you. Holding on to who
I was before, before I lost you.
I'm holding on to who I was before, before I lost you.
Holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on to who
I was.
Holding on, I'm holding on to you.