More songs by Idgitaf
Description
Producer: Ezra Mandira
Composer: Brigita Meliala
Lyricist: Brigita Meliala
Arranger: Ezra Mandira
Lyrics and translation
Original
Sudah di kepala dua
Harus mulai dari mana?
Ambisiku bergejolak, antusias tak karuan
Banyak mimpi-mimpi yang 'kan kukejar
Lika-liku perjalanan
Ku terjebak sendirian
Tumbuh dari kebaikan, bangkit dari kesalahan
Berusaha pendamkan kenyataan bahwa
Takut tambah dewasa
Takut aku kecewa
Takut tak seindah yang kukira
Takut tambah dewasa
Takut aku kecewa
Takut tak sekuat yang kukira
Aku tetap bernafas
Meski sering tercekat
Aku tetap bernafas
Meski aku tak merasa bebas
Pertengahan 25
Selanjutnya bagaimana?
Banyak mimpi yang terkubur, mengorbankan waktu tidur
Ku tak tahu apa lagi yang 'kan kukejar
Takut tambah dewasa
Takut aku kecewa
Takut tak seindah yang kukira
Takut tambah dewasa
Takut aku kecewa
Takut tak sekuat yang kukira
Aku tetap bernafas
Meski sering tercekat
Aku tetap bernafas
Meski aku tak merasa bebas, ho-oh-ho-oh
Maaf jika
Belum seturut yang dipinta
Maaf jika
Seperti tak tahu arah
Aku sudah dewasa
Aku sudah kecewa
Memang tak seindah yang kukira
Aku sudah dewasa
Aku sudah kecewa
Memang tak sekuat yang kukira
Aku tetap bernafas
Meski sering tercekat
Aku tetap bernafas
Meski aku tak merasa bebas
(Takut tambah dewasa) ho-uh
(Takut aku kecewa)
(Takut tak seindah yang kukira) memang tak seindah yang kukira
(Takut tambah dewasa)
(Takut aku kecewa)
Memang tak sekuat yang kukira
Engkau tetap bernafas
Meski sering tercekat
Engkau tetap bernafas
Dan langkahmu 'kan terasa bebas
Dan hatimu 'kan terasa bebas
Dan jiwamu 'kan terasa bebas
Hm-hm-hm-hm-hm
Hm-mm
English translation
It's already in two heads
Where to start?
My ambition was volatile, my enthusiasm was incoherent
There are many dreams that I will chase
The twists and turns of the journey
I'm trapped alone
Grow from goodness, rise from mistakes
Trying to bury the fact that
Afraid of growing up
I'm afraid I'll be disappointed
I'm afraid it's not as beautiful as I thought
Afraid of growing up
I'm afraid I'll be disappointed
Fear is not as strong as I thought
I'm still breathing
Even though I often get choked up
I'm still breathing
Even though I don't feel free
Mid 25
What next?
Many dreams are buried, sacrificing sleep time
I don't know what else I'm after
Afraid of growing up
I'm afraid I'll be disappointed
I'm afraid it's not as beautiful as I thought
Afraid of growing up
I'm afraid I'll be disappointed
Fear is not as strong as I thought
I'm still breathing
Even though I often get choked up
I'm still breathing
Even though I don't feel free, ho-oh-ho-oh
Sorry if
Not yet as requested
Sorry if
Like I don't know where to go
I'm an adult
I'm already disappointed
It's not as beautiful as I thought
I'm an adult
I'm already disappointed
It's not as strong as I thought
I'm still breathing
Even though I often get choked up
I'm still breathing
Even though I don't feel free
(Afraid of growing up) ho-uh
(Afraid I'll be disappointed)
(Afraid it won't be as beautiful as I thought) It's not as beautiful as I thought
(Afraid of getting older)
(Afraid I'll be disappointed)
It's not as strong as I thought
You are still breathing
Even though I often get choked up
You are still breathing
And your steps will feel free
And your heart will feel free
And your soul will feel free
Hm-hm-hm-hm-hm
Hm-mm