More songs by Bernadya
Description
Sometimes love doesn't leave with a bang, but simply becomes quieter. At first, it seems like a coincidence - less laughter, fewer words, slightly more pauses. Then the internal investigations begin: maybe the laughter is annoying? Or the habit of interrupting? Or just loud breathing during sleep? But the answers don't come - only silence, where ‘we’ used to sound.
And in this silence, it suddenly becomes clear: it's not about laughter, words, or even snoring. Someone has simply stopped loving, while someone else is still looking for a reason - as if it would change anything.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Arungi malam
Terjaga kala semua t'lah terbenam
Berkaca, bertanya, "Apa kubuat salah?"
"Kalaupun iya, apa?"
Apakah sebesar itu hingga
Kau pergi tanpa aba-aba?
Bahkan tanpa alasan
Hingga ku harus menerka-nerka
Salahku di mana
Apa mungkin caraku bicara?
Apa mungkin caraku tertawa?
Apa mungkin dengkurku saat tertidur lelap?
Atau mungkin kamu yang tak lagi cinta?
Sampai sekarang
Dariku belum ada yang berubah
Ku bisa salah, maka itu jelaskanlah
Di mana letak yang tak kausuka
Apa mungkin caraku bicara?
Apa mungkin caraku tertawa?
Apa mungkin dengkurku saat tertidur lelap?
Atau mungkin kamu yang tak lagi cinta?
Dari dulu s'mua burukku
Kauterima katamu, tiada yang mengganggu
Mengapa tiba-tiba
Jadi masalah?
Sejak kapan semuanya berubah?
Apa sejak kaulihatku marah?
Apa kar'na leluconku itu-itu saja?
Atau memang kamu yang tak lagi cinta?
Apa mungkin caraku bicara?
Apa mungkin caraku tertawa?
Apa mungkin dengkurku saat tertidur lelap?
Atau mungkin kamu yang tak (kamu yang tak lagi cinta?)
Atau mungkin kamu yang tak
Tak lagi cinta?
English translation
Sail through the night
Awake when everything has sunk
Looking in the mirror, asking, "What did I do wrong?"
"Even if so, what?"
Is it that big?
You left without warning?
Even without a reason
Until I have to guess
Where did I go wrong?
Could it be the way I talk?
Could it be my way of laughing?
Could it be that I snored while I was fast asleep?
Or maybe you are the one who no longer loves?
Until now
Nothing has changed for me
I could be wrong, so explain
Where is it that you don't like?
Could it be the way I talk?
Could it be my way of laughing?
Could it be that I snored while I was fast asleep?
Or maybe you are the one who no longer loves?
From the beginning, all my bad things
You take your word for it, nothing bothers you
Why suddenly
So it's a problem?
Since when did everything change?
Has it been since you saw me angry?
Is it because my jokes are all that?
Or are you the one who no longer loves?
Could it be the way I talk?
Could it be my way of laughing?
Could it be that I snored while I was fast asleep?
Or maybe you don't (you who no longer love?)
Or maybe you don't
No longer in love?