Anxiety Wins

English translation

Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win.

Don't wanna let you down, don't wanna let you in. I let anxiety win.

All of my friends is too cold. They wanna hang out, but I don't.

Don't wanna be bothered, I know, but I hate being alone. Tell me what's happening with my soul.

I try to get past it, but I won't. They think that I'm crazy, but who knows?

I -might be, maybe. -I might be.

Take a walk in my shoes and you might see life in a way that you never seen it.

If you feel like I do, then you might blink twice and you realize you were never dreaming. Only thing that I do is blame myself every time I feel defeated.

But I know I got a million reasons. Shit is getting kinda real this evening.

I can't keep my head down, maybe I need to pray, woah.

'Cause I haven't slept in days, I gotta get out of this evil place, woah. Or maybe I need to stay.

Stare at the mirror, the truth is I hate my reflection 'cause all I can see is shame.

Can somebody, anybody, please relate? Do you feel the same? Like.

I think my tension is building, my stress is a-killing, my head that is feeling, the pressure is feeling, expression inhaling, deflecting, and still I'm expecting to feel I'm connected, but really I'm stressing.

Now how you expect me to deal with these walls when they keep on closing in?

As soon as I think that I'm close to winning, anxiety taking control again.

Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win.

Don't wanna let you down, don't wanna let you in. I let anxiety win.

I'm just out here trying, trying to exist. I let anxiety win.

Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win.

Sometimes feeling depressed, sometimes I'm crying, and that shit's weird.

Sometimes feeling alive, sometimes I don't think that I'm happy here.

Fuck it, I roll this blunt, somebody come bring me a pack of beer.

'Cause when I'm feeling fucked up's the only time my problems disappear. Who am I? Who am I?

Can't no one tell me nothing. Oh my God, oh my God. Liquor done got me buzzing.

Just in time, just in time.

Ain't no one I can trust and all of my fears are really assumptions. What am I scared of? Really, it's nothing.

Maybe I'm bugging, maybe I need to pray, woah.

'Cause I haven't slept in days, I gotta get out of this evil place, woah. Or maybe I need to stay.

Stare at the mirror, the truth is I hate my reflection 'cause all I can see is shame.

Can somebody, anybody, please relate? Do you feel the same? Like.

I think my tension is building, my stress is a-killing, my head that is feeling, the pressure is feeling, expression inhaling, deflecting, and still I'm expecting to feel I'm connected, but really I'm stressing.

Now how you expect me to deal with these walls when they keep on closing in? As soon as I think that I'm close to winning, anxiety taking control again.

Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win.

Don't wanna let you down, don't wanna let you in. I let anxiety win.

I'm just out here trying, trying to exist. I let anxiety win.

Don't wanna go outside, I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win.