More songs by tuki.
Description
Lyricist, Vocal, Associated Performer, Composer: tuki.
Recording Engineer: Ko-usagi
Lyrics and translation
Original
再会が痛いくらい 嫌いな次第
変わっていない自分 酷く嫌いみたい
最下位な心 抱えて辛い
皆みたい 普通に生きていたい
引き籠った部屋 覗いた窓に
張り付いた涙が凍る
燻ったこの気持ちをどうしよう
声に、声に出してみたい
絶対零度溶かすような熱を僕ら
ぶつけ合って 火花を散らしている
絶対零度溶かすような君のぬくもりを
もっと近くで触れ合って感じてみたい
期待しない未来など誰が見たいのさ
痛みは炎みたい 強く抱いて
嫌ってしまった自分にも熱はあったろう
少年のままで大人になれ
不安が肥大 ひどく震えて痛い
さすっていた 孤独 暖めてたい
皆痛い 動けなくなるくらい
最低な気分 跳ねのけていたい
吹きすさぶ風に逆らってく
消えそうな火を手で覆う
信じたいこの気持ちをどうしよう
君に会って確かめたい
全開衝動 青くなった熱を僕ら
ぶつけ合って 火花を散らしている
全開衝動 抑えきれない君への想いを
もっと近くで触れ合って伝えてみたい
かじかんだ心なら
すり合わせて暖めよう
思い出したくない傷もきっと
手をあてて塞ぐから
絶対零度溶かすような熱を僕ら
ぶつけ合って 火花を散らしている
絶対零度溶かすような君のぬくもりを
もっと近くで触れ合って感じてみたい
期待しない未来など誰が見たいのさ
痛みは炎みたい 強く抱いて
嫌ってしまった自分にも熱はあったろう
少年のままで大人になれ
English translation
I hate it so much that it hurts to see you again
I feel like I really hate myself for not changing.
It's painful to hold my lowest heart
I want to live a normal life like everyone else
In the room I shut myself in, I looked into the window
The stuck tears freeze
What should I do with this smoldering feeling?
I want to say it out loud
We feel heat that melts at absolute zero
Sparks are flying as they collide
Your warmth melts at absolute zero
I want to touch and feel closer
Who wants to see a future that doesn't have expectations?
The pain is like a flame, hold me tight
Even though I hated myself, I probably had a passion for it too.
Become an adult while remaining a boy
My anxiety is growing, I'm shaking so much it hurts
I was rubbing the loneliness, I want to warm you
Everyone hurts so much that you can't move
I want to shake off this horrible feeling
Go against the gusting wind
Cover the fire that is about to go out with your hands
What should I do with this feeling I want to believe?
I want to meet you and find out
Full-throttle impulse, we feel the blue heat
Sparks are flying as they collide
Full-throttle impulse, I can't suppress my feelings for you
I want to touch you closer and convey my feelings
If your heart is broken
Let's rub it together and warm it up
I'm sure there are scars that I don't want to remember
I'll put my hand on it and block it
We feel heat that melts at absolute zero
Sparks are flying as they collide
Your warmth melts at absolute zero
I want to touch and feel closer
Who wants to see a future that doesn't have expectations?
The pain is like a flame, hold me tight
Even though I hated myself, I probably had a passion for it too.
Become an adult while remaining a boy