Die A Million Times

It seems to be about friendship. Or maybe not. About love? Almost. About something between ‘everything is clear’ and ‘what is going on,’ when a single smile makes you want to laugh, cry, scream into your pillow, and eat ice cream straight from the tub with a spoon.

The track is like voice messages at three in the morning that you don't send. It's about how you convince yourself a hundred times that ‘everything is under control,’ and the hundred and first time, you're crying in the car again to someone else's playlist. It's about jealousy of the ‘new girl,’ whom you hate in advance but are afraid to love - because suddenly she really is good.

An honest, dramatic song that absolutely gets on your nerves. Almost a tragicomedy about those who are ‘just friends.’ But with a chorus that makes you want to... well, you get the idea - a million times.