Description
Producer: Aldi Nada Permana
Lyricist: Aldi Nada Permana
Composer: Aldi Nada Permana
Lyrics and translation
Original
Di sela waktu yang penuh begini begitu
Selalu kusempatkan tanyakan kabarmu
Sudah jelas kau takkan balas walau satu kata
'Ku masih keras kepala dan tetap mencoba
Perlu seribu kali diabaikan
Tanpa tanda-tanda kau pedulikan
Juga seribu macam penolakan
Hingga kupaham di hidupmu 'ku hanya figuran
Wajar saja kesal hatiku
Sia-sia semua usahaku
Entah 'ku bodoh atau terlalu terobsesi
Karena anehnya kumenikmati semua ini
Di tengah kacau balau keseharianku
Masih sempat-sempatnya melamum tentangmu
Lucunya kau sama sekali tak peduli
Tapi khayalan ini tak bisa berhenti
Perlu seribu kali diacuhkan
Untuk tersadar kau tak pedulikan
Juga seribu macam penolakan
Hingga kupaham di hidupmu 'ku hanya figuran
Wajar saja kesal hatiku
Sia-sia semua usahaku
Entah 'ku bodoh atau terlalu terobsesi
Karena anehnya 'ku menikmati semua ini
Hari-hari tak lagi sama
Tak seperti sebelum 'ku mengenalmu
Menikmati rindu dan sesak di dada
Sungguh anehnya, sungguh anehnya
Wajar saja kesal hatiku
Sia-sia semua usahaku
Entah 'ku bodoh atau terlalu terobsesi
Karena anehnya ku menikmati semua ini
Karena anehnya ku menikmati semua ini
Karena anehnya ku menikmati semua ini
English translation
In the midst of such and such a full time
I always take the time to ask how you are
It's clear you won't reply even one word
'I'm still stubborn and keep trying
It needs to be ignored a thousand times
Without any signs that you care
Also a thousand kinds of rejection
Until I understand that in your life I'm just an extra
It's natural that I'm upset
All my efforts were in vain
I don't know if I'm stupid or too obsessed
Because strangely I enjoy all this
In the midst of the chaos of my daily life
I still have time to daydream about you
The funny thing is that you don't care at all
But this fantasy can't stop
It needs to be ignored a thousand times
To realize you don't care
Also a thousand kinds of rejection
Until I understand that in your life I'm just an extra
It's natural that I'm upset
All my efforts were in vain
I don't know if I'm stupid or too obsessed
Because strangely, I enjoy all this
Days are no longer the same
It's not like before I knew you
Enjoying longing and tightness in the chest
How strange, how strange
It's natural that I'm upset
All my efforts were in vain
I don't know if I'm stupid or too obsessed
Because strangely I enjoy all this
Because strangely I enjoy all this
Because strangely I enjoy all this