Description
Composer: KO YOUNGBAE
Lyricist: KO YOUNGBAE
Composer: PARK WOO SANG(LOGOS)
Composer: Seo9(LOGOS)
Composer: JIIO
Lyrics and translation
Original
난 아직까지 믿을 수 없어. 사실 알고 있어.
내가 믿지 않고 있단 걸.
잊으면 그만이니까.
아무리 노력해 봐도 내 모든 곳에 -네가 있어서. -그 와중에 걱정돼.
밥은 먹는지, 혹시 내 생각하는지, 돌이킬 수는 없는지, 도대체 내게 왜 이러는지.
아무것도 할 수 없니?
지금 난 엉망이 돼.
죽을 만큼 미워지고 심지어 내 탓 같아도 내가 나를 미워하거나 기억에 아프지는 말자.
사랑했던 내 입에 나 아무 잘못도 없으니까.
우워!
그때 우리 솔직했다면.
할 말이 없다며 돌아선 것도 어쩌면 이해받고 싶은 마음이었나 봐.
이 와중에 보게 돼.
얼굴 어떤지, 요즘 뭘 좋아하는지, 나는 왜 이러고 있는지.
아무것도 할 수 없니?
지금 난 엉망이 돼.
죽을 만큼 미워지고 심지어 내 탓 같아도 내가 나를 미워하거나 기억에 아프지는 말자.
사랑했던 나에게 내 아무 잘못도 없으니까.
우워!
약한 모습 보이기 싫지만 아직 나는 아프고 두렵기만 해.
시간이 지나 -너의 세상에. . .
-모든 게 다 차가워도 여전히 비어있어 줘. 소중했던 추억 그 정도라도 날 기억해 줘.
서로를 미워하거나 더 이상 아프지 말자.
사랑했던 나에게 내 아무 잘못도 없으니까.
English translation
I still can't believe it. Actually, I know.
That I don't believe it.
Just forget it.
No matter how hard I try, you are everywhere in me. -In the meantime, I'm worried.
I wonder if he’s eating, if he’s thinking about me, if I can’t turn things around, why on earth he’s doing this to me.
Can't you do anything?
Now I'm a mess.
Even if I hate myself to the point of death and even feel like it's my fault, I shouldn't hate myself or be in pain at the memory.
Because I did nothing wrong with my mouth that I loved.
Wow!
If only we were honest back then.
I think the reason he turned away and said he had nothing to say was because he wanted to be understood.
In the meantime, you will see it.
What’s your face like, what do you like these days, why am I like this?
Can't you do anything?
Now I'm a mess.
Even if I hate myself to the point of death and even feel like it's my fault, I shouldn't hate myself or be in pain at the memory.
Because there was nothing wrong with me who loved me.
Wow!
I don't want to seem weak, but I'm still hurt and scared.
Time passes - your world. . .
-Even if everything is cold, it's still empty. Please remember me, even if it's just a small amount of precious memories.
Let’s not hate each other or hurt each other anymore.
Because there was nothing wrong with me who loved me.