Still Indecisive

There's a force stronger than nature, keeps her alive.

This is how she's dying, she's dying to survive.

Don't know what she's made of, I'd like to think I pray. She cries-

Yo! It's still us. They never showed me love.

They just showed me why I can't get close or trust, and I'm broken.

Inside my head, I'm torn, love or lust, and I'm done with all of the gossip. I ain't got time, I just wanna go up. Why me?

A gift and a curse. You can't play with fire and not get burnt.

You can't swim and not get wet. I'ma always settle for less. Why? 'Cause none of my standards met.

I just push them man to the side, like, "Let me do what I do best.

" All that shit that you said is stuck in my head.

I would've wore my heart on my sleeve, but I can't 'cause I'm wearing a vest. I don't forgive and forget. I can't.

You said you're sorry, and I can forgive you, but I remember until I'm dead.

I'm still indecisive. I ain't got an escape route.

I can tell you about turning points, they can make or break you.

There ain't no return when you pay them mind, I beg, don't let that phase you.

And I've been places no one goes to, only life can take you. It's still us. They never showed me love.

They just showed me why I can't get close or trust, and I'm broken.

Inside my head, I'm torn, love or lust, and I'm done with all of the gossip. I ain't got time, I just wanna go up. Why me?

A gift and a curse. You can't play with fire and not get burnt.

You can't swim and not get wet. I'ma always settle for less. Why? 'Cause none of my standards met.

I just push them man to the side, like, "Let me do what I do best.

" All it takes is one good year. All it takes is knowing you're close.

All it takes is doing the things that you said that you will, when nobody won't.

So long I've been stuck in this mode. So long I've been up in my zone. So long that I've been away, 'cause

I went hard, never went home.

Tell me how, tell me why they never fed me, but they fed me lies. I got scared when she read my sentence. It come like I'm facing time.

Used to be a yes-man, I'm my own man now. I'm making them fall in line.

I'm in sight, but out of reach. You can't text or call my line. It's still us.

They never showed me love. They just showed me why I can't get close or trust, and I'm broken.

Inside my head, I'm torn, love or lust, and I'm done with all of the gossip.

I ain't got time, I just wanna go up. Why me?

A gift and a curse. You can't play with fire and not get burnt.

You can't swim and not get wet. I'ma always settle for less. Why? 'Cause none of my standards met.

I just push them man to the side, like, "Let me do what I do best. "

Trilogy,

Trilogy,

Trilogy. . .