Lyrics and translation
Original
Sandığım gibi olmadı.
Sardı o yaralarımı, çıkardı onda zırhımı, paylaştı benle sırrını.
Ben de hiç beklemezdim, hep kendimce bir sistem. Bulmuşsam dilemezdim, inan böyle olsun istemezdim.
Kayboldum dün gece, sandım yüz yüze.
Kaçtım öylece, ne yaptım bile.
Korkmam yalnız kalmasam, kaçar yapmasam.
Başka çare yok, insan olmasam.
Korkmam yalnız kalmasam, kaçar yapmasam.
Başka çare yok, insan olmasam.
Hep kaçtım kendi olmaktan, korktum yalnız kalmasam.
Hayallerinde tipesan değilsem uzaklaşmaktan.
Sandığım gibi olmadı, sardı o yaralarımı. Çıkardı onda zırhımı, paylaştı benle sırrını.
Kayboldum dün gece, sandım yüz yüze.
Kaçtım öylece, ne yaptım bile.
Korkmam yalnız kalmasam, kaçar yapmasam.
Başka çare yok, insan olmasam.
Korkmam yalnız kalmasam, kaçar yapmasam.
Başka çare yok, insan olmasam.
English translation
It didn't turn out the way I thought it would.
He bandaged my wounds, took off my armor, and shared his secret with me.
I never expected it either, it's always a system of my own. If I had found it, I wouldn't wish for it, believe me, I wouldn't want it to be like this.
I got lost last night, I thought I was face to face.
I just ran away, what did I even do?
I wouldn't be afraid if I wasn't alone, if I didn't run away.
There is no other way, if I were not human.
I wouldn't be afraid if I wasn't alone, if I didn't run away.
There is no other way, if I were not human.
I always ran away from being myself, I was afraid of not being alone.
If I'm not typical in your dreams, I'm away from you.
It didn't happen as I expected, it healed my wounds. Then he took off my armor and shared his secret with me.
I got lost last night, I thought I was face to face.
I just ran away, what did I even do?
I wouldn't be afraid if I wasn't alone, if I didn't run away.
There is no other way, if I were not human.
I wouldn't be afraid if I wasn't alone, if I didn't run away.
There is no other way, if I were not human.