Everything I Wanted

English translation

Left myself on the island.

Didn't even try to fight it.

Now I wake up blue, pulling out my hair, and I pick on you, handle me with care.

Left my mind in a dark place.

I can't correct my mistakes.

Now I wake up red, never speak a word, staying in my head, it's what I deserve.

I can't ignore all of the signs, I've had this feeling before. And

I can't take back all the times I've taken the blame when it wasn't mine, no, it wasn't mine.

Need something else, need something else. Stop breathing in, it's toxic.

I tell myself, I tell myself that it's everything I wanted.

Everything I wanted. Everything I wanted.

Lost myself in the city, trying to make myself busy.

So I threw myself right into the crowd 'cause I needed help, should have asked around.

I can't ignore all of the signs, I've had this feeling before. And

I can't take back all the times I've taken the blame when it wasn't mine, no, it wasn't mine.

Need something else, need something else. Stop breathing in, it's toxic.

I tell myself, I tell myself that it's everything I wanted.

Everything I wanted.

Everything I wanted.

I tell myself, I tell myself. . .

I tell myself, I tell myself. . . I tell myself, I tell myself that it's everything

I wanted.