More songs by NewDad
Description
Mixer: Craig Silvey
Drums: Fiachra Parslow
Guitar, Vocals: Julie Dawson
Bass, Guitar, Programmer, Synthesizer: Justin Parker
Producer: Justin Parker
Engineer: Sean Genockey
Masterer: Steve Fallone
Writer: Julie Elisabeth Dawson
Writer: Justin Parker
Lyrics and translation
Original
Left myself on the island.
Didn't even try to fight it.
Now I wake up blue, pulling out my hair, and I pick on you, handle me with care.
Left my mind in a dark place.
I can't correct my mistakes.
Now I wake up red, never speak a word, staying in my head, it's what I deserve.
I can't ignore all of the signs, I've had this feeling before. And
I can't take back all the times I've taken the blame when it wasn't mine, no, it wasn't mine.
Need something else, need something else. Stop breathing in, it's toxic.
I tell myself, I tell myself that it's everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted. Everything I wanted.
Lost myself in the city, trying to make myself busy.
So I threw myself right into the crowd 'cause I needed help, should have asked around.
I can't ignore all of the signs, I've had this feeling before. And
I can't take back all the times I've taken the blame when it wasn't mine, no, it wasn't mine.
Need something else, need something else. Stop breathing in, it's toxic.
I tell myself, I tell myself that it's everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted.
I tell myself, I tell myself. . .
I tell myself, I tell myself. . . I tell myself, I tell myself that it's everything
I wanted.
English translation
Left myself on the island.
Didn't even try to fight it.
Now I wake up blue, pulling out my hair, and I pick on you, handle me with care.
Left my mind in a dark place.
I can't correct my mistakes.
Now I wake up red, never speak a word, staying in my head, it's what I deserve.
I can't ignore all of the signs, I've had this feeling before. And
I can't take back all the times I've taken the blame when it wasn't mine, no, it wasn't mine.
Need something else, need something else. Stop breathing in, it's toxic.
I tell myself, I tell myself that it's everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted. Everything I wanted.
Lost myself in the city, trying to make myself busy.
So I threw myself right into the crowd 'cause I needed help, should have asked around.
I can't ignore all of the signs, I've had this feeling before. And
I can't take back all the times I've taken the blame when it wasn't mine, no, it wasn't mine.
Need something else, need something else. Stop breathing in, it's toxic.
I tell myself, I tell myself that it's everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted.
Everything I wanted.
I tell myself, I tell myself. . .
I tell myself, I tell myself. . . I tell myself, I tell myself that it's everything
I wanted.