Unattractive

English translation

You make me wanna be desperately and completely unattractive

You make me wanna squeeze fat out of my chest until it's flattened

Your eyes crawl and claw along my skin

and I'm aware of that feeling settling in

The feeling of being a fox around a walking gun

staring down the barrel not knowing when to run

I wanna take my body and burn it off

until I'm a walking talking turn off

Feed me, knead me

Eat me, seize me down

You talk to my body like you're trying to convince it to leave me

To abandon the bitch that's screaming at you "release me"

Please me please me please me

Your lashes flick like mini knives, eyes like a gun

You watch your strength, a horse you bet on and won

Your inside is empty and addicted, you paint the world with porn

I wanna pull my face off, it's impulsive

to be around you and wanna be fucking repulsive

You play, you stroke

You grip, you grope

Relax, oh can't

you take a joke

You spread, undress

Me in your head

I'm sitting still

Your eyes are red

I'm gross, I'm green

I'm flattened, I'm floored

I grab my keys

I watch the door

I lost my footing

There's no ground to stand in

My thighs are pudding

You push your hands in