More songs by Madilyn Mei
Description
A Thousand Songs About It All: Act 1
Other, Producer, Programmer, Recording Engineer, Mixing Engineer, Background Vocalist: Scrawny
Vocal Engineer, Composer Lyricist: Madilyn Mei
Mastering Engineer: Joe Hutchinson
Lyrics and translation
Original
No, I don't go to parties
I'm California sober and I'm lame
I'm too sad for that setting
I'm boring and I wouldn't change a
Thing, thing
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
My speech is slurring lately
I know it's a slippery slope
I thought it would cure me
I thought it would maybe help me cope
But nope, I'm addicted to feeling numb
I choke up when I think of the things I could've
Done (done), done
Instead, oh-oh-oh
I crave that rise of dopamine
So much I may throw my brain away
Just to get so high, I feel
Nothin' again 'til I pop another the next day
And let the thoughts all fade away
My memory is leaving me
I'll fade to nothing at this rate
Oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Not a social smoker
Not a social person, first of all
Not a happy stoner
I lay there like a five-foot tall rag-
Doll (doll), doll
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I know that I'll regret it (I'll regret it)
Hours every day just playing dead
Morning resurrected (resurrected)
A zombie rising from a dirty bed
And yet, I ignore my declining health
My self is an unrecognizable
Silhouette (silhouette), silhouette
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I crave that rise of dopamine
So much I may throw my brain away
Just to get so high, I feel
Nothin' again 'til I pop another the next day
And let the thoughts all fade away
My memory is leaving me
I'll fade to nothing at this rate
Oh-oh-oh (too late to stop, I'm really not sure how)
Oh-oh-oh (give it a shot, you're all that you've got now)
Oh-oh-oh (too late to stop, I'm really not sure how)
Oh-oh-oh (give it a shot, you're all that you've got)
That leaf might as well be pomegranate seeds
The past years were hell, now it's purgatory
With nobody to blame this time except for me
But I crave that rise of dopamine
So much I may throw my brain away
Just to get so high, I feel
Nothin' again 'til I pop another the next day
And let the thoughts all fade away
My memory is leaving me
I'll fade to nothing at this rate
Fade to nothing at this rate
English translation
No, I don't go to parties
I'm California sober and I'm lame
I'm too sad for that setting
I'm boring and I wouldn't change a
Thing, thing
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
My speech is slurring lately
I know it's a slippery slope
I thought it would cure me
I thought it would maybe help me cope
But nope, I'm addicted to feeling numb
I choke up when I think of the things I could've
Done (done), done
Instead, oh-oh-oh
I crave that rise of dopamine
So much I may throw my brain away
Just to get so high, I feel
Nothin' again 'til I pop another the next day
And let the thoughts all fade away
My memory is leaving me
I'll fade to nothing at this rate
Oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Not a social smoker
Not a social person, first of all
Not a happy stoner
I lay there like a five-foot tall rag-
Doll (doll), doll
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I know that I'll regret it (I'll regret it)
Hours every day just playing dead
Morning resurrected (resurrected)
A zombie rising from a dirty bed
And yet, I ignore my declining health
My self is an unrecognizable
Silhouette (silhouette), silhouette
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I crave that rise of dopamine
So much I may throw my brain away
Just to get so high, I feel
Nothin' again 'til I pop another the next day
And let the thoughts all fade away
My memory is leaving me
I'll fade to nothing at this rate
Oh-oh-oh (too late to stop, I'm really not sure how)
Oh-oh-oh (give it a shot, you're all that you've got now)
Oh-oh-oh (too late to stop, I'm really not sure how)
Oh-oh-oh (give it a shot, you're all that you've got)
That leaf might as well be pomegranate seeds
The past years were hell, now it's purgatory
With nobody to blame this time except for me
But I crave that rise of dopamine
So much I may throw my brain away
Just to get so high, I feel
Nothin' again 'til I pop another the next day
And let the thoughts all fade away
My memory is leaving me
I'll fade to nothing at this rate
Fade to nothing at this rate