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And a Big Load

2:53math rock, midwest emo, pop punk, emo Album The Sound a Body Makes When It's Still 2025-08-22

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Producer, Mixer: Brett Romnes

Composer Lyricist: Chris Freeman

Composer Lyricist: Jonah Kramer

Composer Lyricist: Tades Sanville

Composer Lyricist: Ryan Malicsi

Composer Lyricist: Brandon Blakeley

Lyrics and translation

Original

Is it time to take a bow? Waking up in the worst of company.
Is there anyone around? No, all alone, it's just these thoughts and me.
Am I ever gonna make things right? Am I gonna grow up now and say I'm sorry?
Or take another shot in stride? When you see me throw up now, you won't be sorry.
I'm gonna choke on apologies. I can't get out a word, I'm useless.
Nothing good can come of me. I'm sick of this, enough, I'm bleeding. Take another minute.
Take another minute.
Maybe take my life. Maybe take my life. Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone,
I'm just, I'm bleeding.
Still a part of me wants to get better, I know this, I saw him there in the mirror a decade ago, bleeding, hungry, and unprepared.
And I know what comes next, I'm laying down to rest by myself in my bed, but I won't wake up, so I've been trying to quit.
Never gonna get it. Never gonna get it. Always just committing. Always just committing.
Always just committing. Choke on apologies. I can't get out a word, I'm useless.
Nothing good can come of me. I'm sick of this, enough, I'm bleeding.
Take another minute. Take another minute. Maybe take my life. Maybe take my life.
Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone, I'm just, I'm bleeding.
Is it time to take a bow? Waking up in the worst of company.
Is there anyone around? All alone, it's just these thoughts and me.
Am I ever gonna get it? Never gonna get it. Always just committing. Always just committing.
Always just committing. Choke on apologies. I can't get out a word, I'm useless.
Nothing good can come of me. I'm sick of this, enough, I'm bleeding.
Take another minute. Take another minute.
Maybe take my life. Maybe take my life.
Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone, I'm just, I'm bleeding.

English translation

Is it time to take a bow? Waking up in the worst of company.
Is there anyone around? No, all alone, it's just these thoughts and me.
Am I ever gonna make things right? Am I gonna grow up now and say I'm sorry?
Or take another shot in stride? When you see me throw up now, you won't be sorry.
I'm gonna choke on apologies. I can't get out a word, I'm useless.
Nothing good can come of me. I'm sick of this, enough, I'm bleeding. Take another minute.
Take another minute.
Maybe take my life. Maybe take my life. Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone,
I'm just, I'm bleeding.
Still a part of me wants to get better, I know this, I saw him there in the mirror a decade ago, bleeding, hungry, and unprepared.
And I know what comes next, I'm laying down to rest by myself in my bed, but I won't wake up, so I've been trying to quit.
Never gonna get it. Never gonna get it. Always just committing. Always just committing.
Always just committing. Choke on apologies. I can't get out a word, I'm useless.
Nothing good can come of me. I'm sick of this, enough, I'm bleeding.
Take another minute. Take another minute. Maybe take my life. Maybe take my life.
Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone, I'm just, I'm bleeding.
Is it time to take a bow? Waking up in the worst of company.
Is there anyone around? All alone, it's just these thoughts and me.
Am I ever gonna get it? Never gonna get it. Always just committing. Always just committing.
Always just committing. Choke on apologies. I can't get out a word, I'm useless.
Nothing good can come of me. I'm sick of this, enough, I'm bleeding.
Take another minute. Take another minute.
Maybe take my life. Maybe take my life.
Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone, I'm just, I'm bleeding.

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