More songs by Katy Nichole
Description
Released on: 2025-11-21
Lyrics and translation
Original
It's been a while since we talked. I walked and walked and I got lost.
And once again, I ended up back here.
You say to come just as I am, but do You mean those things You've said?
I've got so many questions and so much fear.
Do You even notice me as my brain's on fire and I'm losing sleep?
You say You're here, but God, that's hard to believe.
Can I just be real for a minute? The trust in You gets lost in my feelings.
This war inside is flesh and spirit, and it feels like flesh is gonna win it. But
You're the one I put my faith in. The proof is that I'm still here praying.
I know You care what my heart's really saying.
So God, let's have an honest conversation.
I'm laying all of my cards down, nothing left to hide, not now.
What's the point if I can't tell the truth?
You say You're here inside my heart.
Then why, God, do You feel so far when all I want is to feel so close to You?
Can I just be real for a minute? The trust in You gets lost in my feelings.
The war inside is flesh and spirit, and it feels like flesh is gonna win it. But
You're the one I put my faith in. The proof is that I'm still here praying.
I know You care what my heart's really saying.
So God, let's have an honest conversation.
An honest conversation.
If You love me, then why do I hate myself?
If You want me, then why do I wanna be someone else? If
You know me, then why do I feel so alone?
If there's answers, then God, won't You tell me so?
Can I just be real for a minute? The trust in You gets lost in my feelings.
This war inside is flesh and spirit, and it feels like flesh is gonna win it. But
You're the one I put my faith in. The proof is that I'm still here praying.
I know You care what my heart's really saying.
So God, let's have an honest conversation.
An honest conversation.
English translation
It's been a while since we talked. I walked and walked and I got lost.
And once again, I ended up back here.
You say to come just as I am, but do You mean those things You've said?
I've got so many questions and so much fear.
Do You even notice me as my brain's on fire and I'm losing sleep?
You say You're here, but God, that's hard to believe.
Can I just be real for a minute? The trust in You gets lost in my feelings.
This war inside is flesh and spirit, and it feels like flesh is gonna win it. But
You're the one I put my faith in. The proof is that I'm still here praying.
I know You care what my heart's really saying.
So God, let's have an honest conversation.
I'm laying all of my cards down, nothing left to hide, not now.
What's the point if I can't tell the truth?
You say You're here inside my heart.
Then why, God, do You feel so far when all I want is to feel so close to You?
Can I just be real for a minute? The trust in You gets lost in my feelings.
The war inside is flesh and spirit, and it feels like flesh is gonna win it. But
You're the one I put my faith in. The proof is that I'm still here praying.
I know You care what my heart's really saying.
So God, let's have an honest conversation.
An honest conversation.
If You love me, then why do I hate myself?
If You want me, then why do I wanna be someone else? If
You know me, then why do I feel so alone?
If there's answers, then God, won't You tell me so?
Can I just be real for a minute? The trust in You gets lost in my feelings.
This war inside is flesh and spirit, and it feels like flesh is gonna win it. But
You're the one I put my faith in. The proof is that I'm still here praying.
I know You care what my heart's really saying.
So God, let's have an honest conversation.
An honest conversation.