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Description
Cello: SONOKO MURAOKA
Lyricist, Associated Performer, Composer: jo0ji
Violin: Shuntaro Tsuneta
Piano: Ayatake Ezaki
Arranger, Mixing Engineer: Inoue Kan
Arranger: Ayatake Ezaki
Mastering Engineer: Tsubasa Yamazaki
Lyrics and translation
Original
後 悔はしないように生きてきましたが 後ろを振り返ればそういうわけにもいかないわ明 日 も昨日と似たような間違いを繰り返すのでしょう 情けのないことではあるけれどそれで も抱きしめられるとなんだ か話しがたいの今この手を振り払えば あなたが握り返すだろうからもう一度 腕の中で眠るの 足踏みのような毎日だろうと体の一部のようなも のだもの ああ知れてることを自分に嘘つく 夢が覚めぬように目をつぶる まぶたの裏 涙をためる 自 分を傷つけるだけの暇つぶし 暗闇の中で睨めっこしても仕方ないでし ょう お前に何を言われようともやめる気もないけどな でもありがたく受け取るよお前の言った通りになるだろうから もうそろそろ終わりだって夜が明けてしまうか ら ねえダーリンこの恋が終わる頃にはすべてを失くし腐って ることでしょうけれどそれでも手を握る よ でもじきに夢からも覚めてあなたもいつまでもここにいないだ ろうから やっぱりあたし出て行くわ 最後に一つだけ言わせてな んて言わないで 僕はいつか幸せ になれ るかしらそう願ってやまないの それにし てもこんな雨の日出て行かなく てもいいのにね間の悪いことで申し訳ない わ さよならだけが人 生だけオールライトそれではまた いつ か
English translation
I've lived my life trying not to have any regrets, but if I look back, that won't be the case. Tomorrow, I'll probably repeat the same mistakes as yesterday. It's pathetic, but still, it's hard to talk when you hold me. If I shake off your hand now, you'll hold it back, so I'll sleep in your arms again. Every day feels like stepping on my feet, but it's like a part of my body. Oh, I lie to myself about what I know. I close my eyes so that I won't wake up, I collect tears behind my eyelids. It's a waste of time that only hurts me. There's no point in staring at you in the dark. No matter what you say, I'm not going to stop, but I'll accept it gratefully. It'll be just as you said. It's almost over. I'm afraid the night will end. Hey, darling, by the time this love ends, I'll have lost everything and rotten, but I'll still hold your hand. But soon I'll wake up from my dream and you won't be here forever, so I'm leaving after all. Don't ask me to tell you one last thing. Will I ever be happy? That's what I hope for. Anyway, I wish I hadn't left on a rainy day like this. I'm sorry for the inconvenience. Goodbye is the only thing that is life. Life is all right. See you someday.