More songs by レトロリロン
Description
Producer, arranger: RETRORIRON
Lyricist, vocalist, composer: Suzune
Sound recording: Ryuma Annaka
Mixed by: Masahito Komori
Mastering: Tsubasa Yamazaki
Lyrics and translation
Original
あ てもなくこなしてく日々に悩みなど憂う暇もなく。
確かに感 じてた焦りも気づけば当たり前のものに。
残された時間もわか らず立ち止まることも許されず。
確かだと思ってたことも 誰かの声で覆るし。
ねえ、今でもなりたい自分をイメ ージできずにだけいている。 だって幸せになれない。
生きる意味すらま だわからない。
いつまでも情けなさを隠して育つこの卑し さも捨てることができやしないまま。
まだ僕も知らない僕が。 誰も予想できないことが。
ありふれて るその一つでも。 この手に掴むことができるなら。
押し寄せる後 悔だとか諦めてきた未来だけが。
僕のことを抱きしめて る。 きっと意味があるのだとそう言い聞かせてる。
満たされないま ま心だけが。
過去に僕をまだ繋ぎ止めてい る。
最 低 な言葉を並べながら。
まだあいつよりましだ と思っているのが笑える。 何かが変わる。
そん な予感だけで見逃す。 今日も自分を裏切り。
そして振り回 されるばかり。
答えのないあの頃に戻れたな ら。 今も踏み出せやしないまま。
まだ僕も愛せない僕が。 誰にも見せたくないことが。
ありふれて るその一つでいい。 素直に見せることができるなら。 それでも向き合えない夜が。
何もうまくいかないことが。 僕の今を悲しめてる。
きっと意味 はないのだとそう諦めてる。
何 度も泣いてきた。 それでも何も変えられずにいた。 努力は裏切らない。
そ の言葉に幾度も裏切られたね。
消えない傷もく だらない痛みも。 いまだ忘れられやしないまま。
それでも僕が見たいものが。 まだ今も描きたい夢が。
ありふれ てるその一つでいい。 あなたに届くことが叶うなら。
誰かと同じでい ようだとか。 なんとなく合わせようだとか。
生きる意味を妨げて る。 そんなものもいつか消えると言い聞かせてる。
満たされないけ ど心だけは。
誰にも渡さないで抱きしめてゆく。
わがままでいい。 そのままでいい。 じゃあ僕たちは。
がむしゃらでいい。 バラバラでいい。 さあ今日くらいは。
脱ぎ捨てていい。 愛してもいいよ。 ねえ、今はさ。
そのままでいい。 ありふれていい。
English translation
I don't have time to worry about worries because I'm busy with my daily tasks.
The impatience I had felt became normal once I realized it.
I didn't know how much time I had left, and I wasn't allowed to stop.
Even things I thought were certain were overturned by someone's voice.
Hey, even now I just can't imagine who I want to be. Because I can't be happy.
I still don't even know the meaning of life.
I am unable to let go of this baseness that grows by hiding my pathetic feelings forever.
A me that I don't even know yet. Something that no one can predict.
Even one of those common things. If I can hold it in my hands.
The only thing I feel like is a flood of regrets and a future I've given up on.
hugging me. I'm sure there's a meaning to it, I tell myself.
Only my heart remains unsatisfied.
It still connects me to the past.
While lining up the worst words.
It's funny how I still think I'm better than that guy. Something changes.
I missed it just because of that hunch. I betrayed myself today too.
And it just gets tossed around.
If only I could go back to those days when there were no answers. I still can't take the plunge.
I still can't love myself. Something I don't want anyone to see.
Just one of those common things is fine. If you can show it honestly. Still, there are nights I can't face.
Nothing can go wrong. I'm sad about where I am now.
I've given up on it, thinking it's probably meaningless.
I've cried many times. Still, nothing could be changed. Efforts will not betray you.
I was betrayed by those words many times.
Wounds that won't go away and pain that's worthless. It still remains unforgettable.
Still, there's something I want to see. I still have dreams that I want to dream about.
Just one of those common things is fine. If I can reach you.
I feel like I'm just like someone else. It seems to fit somehow.
It interferes with the meaning of life. I'm telling myself that things like that will disappear someday.
I'm not satisfied, but my heart is.
I will hold you close without giving it to anyone.
It's okay to be selfish. It's fine as is. So what about us?
It's okay to be aggressive. It's okay to be separate. Well, about today.
You can take it off. It's okay to love. Hey, for now.
It's fine as is. It's okay to be commonplace.