More songs by NDX A.K.A.
Description
The words seemed to burst from my chest after a long silence - sharp, but alive. His voice is hoarse from exhaustion, and his heart is still thumping like an old engine that just won't shut down. It doesn't sound like a complaint, but a post-storm debrief: when everything is already clear, but you want to understand just once why it hurts so much, even though you seemed to do everything right. The beat is steady, like the step of a person who has finally let go. It contains both anger and self-irony, and a strange relief that what comes next is without masks. Love is broken, but an inner strength remains, similar to a stubborn "okay, I'll survive." It feels like the ashes are still warm, but a new day is already on its way.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Dudu jarak sing nggawe awak dhewe pisah.
Nanging kowe neng mburi meneng-meneng nggawe pisah. Ana remuk dipangan pandan. Remuk ndak.
Pas aku dolan cedul ketemu kowe neng ndalan.
Kowe konangan gendakan.
Ngomongo jalukmu piye.
Tak turutane.
Tak usahake.
Aku ra masalah yen kon berjuang dhewe.
Sing penting kowe bahagia endinge.
Nanging opo walsanmu neng aku.
Kowe luwih milih dheke.
Kowe ninggal aku. Ninggal tatu.
Ra popo lek ku pertahanke kowe.
Kowe malah ngeboti liyane.
Aku kaget welok statusmu tangan gandengan.
Jelas sukturo aku sek nanjani kowe tahunan. Janjimu janji taek jare arep tekan tuwek.
Nyatane jangkemu elek ati ajur mbok suwek. Tiwas wes kuwang wektu aku ngancani kabemu.
Bongkere koyo aku tok tendang seno uripmu. Kowe ngeboti bondo dinggo nuruti gengsimu.
Kowe milih kono sik iso nuruti senengmu. Asu!
Pas aku dolan cedul ketemu kowe neng ndalan.
Kowe konangan gendakan.
Ngomongo jalukmu piye.
Tak turutane.
Tak usahake.
Aku ra masalah yen kon berjuang dhewe.
Sing penting kowe bahagia endinge.
Nanging opo walsanmu neng aku.
Kowe luwih milih dheke.
Kowe ninggal aku. Ninggal tatu.
Ra popo lek ku pertahanke kowe.
Kowe malah ngeboti liyane.
Percuma tak gondheli wong sing ora duwe ati.
Aku rambung hargai ukutmu mbok teh leh ngendi. Keplongan lek ku berjuang dihancurke harapan.
Kabeh sebatas sangan tipuan koyo roso'an. Siraku soyo jemvet duwe pasangan pejet.
Mbing pikirang wis kuno ceritone kutu wis mandek. Mlakukno karo dheke tatu ku tak urus dhewe.
Saiki kowe sepele ditenggo mawon karmane. Kepleng!
Pas aku dolan cedul ketemu kowe neng ndalan.
Kowe konangan gendakan.
Ngomongo jalukmu piye.
Tak turutane.
Tak usahake.
Aku ra masalah yen kon berjuang dhewe.
Sing penting kowe bahagia endinge.
Nanging opo walsanmu neng aku.
Kowe luwih milih dheke. Kowe ninggal aku. Ninggal tatu.
Ra popo lek ku pertahanke kowe.
Kowe malah ngeboti liyane.
English translation
Sitting away from each other, you are separated.
Nanging kowe neng mburi meneng-meneng nggawe separated. Ana crumbles in pandan food. It's not broken.
When I was playing cedul, I met Kowe neng ndalan.
Kowe conangan gendakan.
Talking about your stupidity, Piye.
It doesn't follow.
Don't try.
I think yen kon problem dhewe struggle.
The important thing is that you have a happy ending.
Nanging or walsanmu with me.
Kowe luwih chose dheke.
You're leaving me. Leave the tattoo.
Ra popo lek I defend Kowe.
Kowe even bots other people.
I'm surprised by your status holding hands.
Obviously my sukturo sek nanjani kowe annual. Your promise, Taek Jare promise, arep press tuwek.
Really jangkemu elek ati ajur mbok suwek. Tiwas wes kuwang the time I dated your kabe.
Bongkere Koyo, I'll kick your Seno Urip. Kowe ngeboti bondo dinggo obey your prestige.
Kowe choose kono sik iso obey your wishes. Asu!
When I was playing cedul, I met Kowe neng ndalan.
Kowe conangan gendakan.
Talking about your stupidity, Piye.
It doesn't follow.
Don't try.
I think yen kon problem dhewe struggle.
The important thing is that you have a happy ending.
Nanging or walsanmu with me.
Kowe luwih chose dheke.
You're leaving me. Leave the tattoo.
Ra popo lek I defend Kowe.
Kowe even bots other people.
It's useless to gondheli wong sing ora duwe ati.
I really appreciate your quality, sis, let's drink tea. My lek kelongan struggle shattered into hope.
Kabeh is just a roso'an patch trick. Siraku soyo jemvet duwe pejet couple.
Mbing otakg wis antiquated ceritone lice wis stagnant. Mlakukno karo dheke tattoo, I don't take care of dhewe.
Saiki Kowe is easily surpassed by Mawon Karmane. Kepleng!
When I was playing cedul, I met Kowe neng ndalan.
Kowe conangan gendakan.
Talking about your stupidity, Piye.
It doesn't follow.
Don't try.
I think yen kon problem dhewe struggle.
The important thing is that you have a happy ending.
Nanging or walsanmu with me.
Kowe luwih chose dheke. You're leaving me. Leave the tattoo.
Ra popo lek I defend Kowe.
Kowe even bots other people.