Kaybettim

It feels like that state when even the air seems thick, like smoke after an argument. It seems like everything is over, but inside, it's still smouldering - familiar, almost cosy. Somewhere at the bottom of my consciousness, the thought pulsates: "Well, what if I've been through worse before?" And it's true - you fall from a height, pick up the pieces, wipe the blood from your knees, look in the mirror, and see the same person, just a little calmer. The music sounds like a heart beating through a cotton blanket - slowly but steadily. It lacks pretension, only quiet humility and a slight taste of doomed humour: the film will end the same way regardless, but who said you can't watch it with beautiful sadness? Words/Music: Mert Nadir Arrangement: Mert Nadir Electric Guitar: yeetbey Recording: Forte Recording Mixing and Mastering: Archie Studio: SGM Sahne Camera: memo.raw Assistant Camera Operator: Emre Topal Editing/Color: memo.raw Cover Art: Derya Farahani Production: Fi Plus