More songs by Aziz Hedra
Description
Sometimes fatigue comes not from work, but from your own mind. It whispers constantly:"You should be happy. At least a little bit."And inside, there is a noise of thoughts, as if someone is running around in the attic, dropping boxes of memories. It seems like everything is there: people around, conversations, likes - but there is no peace.
The music sounds like late evening after a long day - when the city has already exhaled, but the heart is still bustling. The voice seems to be looking for a way to wash away all the accumulated noise, sew up the cracks and finally stop pretending that ‘everything is fine.’
And somewhere between the lines, there is a small, stubborn hope that happiness can be real after all. Without effort. Without ‘should.’ Just quiet, like a breath before you stop running.
Lyrics and translation
Original
I've been too busy, ignoring, and hiding
About what my heart actually say
Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts
Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness
I've never been enjoyin' my serenity
Even if I've got a lot of company
That makes me happy
Soul try to figure it out
From where I've been escapin'
Running to end all the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
I always pretending and lying
I got used to feeling empty
'Cause all I got is unhappy
Happiness, can't I get happiness?
I've never been enjoyin' my serenity
Even if I've got a lot of company
That makes me happy
Soul try to figure it out
From where I've been escapin'
Running to end all the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
It was in a blink of an eye
Find a way how to say goodbye
I've got to take me away
From all sadness
Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins (confess all the sins)
And took all my insecure
When will I got the love that is so pure?
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
Gotta have
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
English translation
I've been too busy, ignoring, and hiding
About what my heart actually say
Stay awake while I'm drowning on my thoughts
Sometimes a happiness is just a happiness
I've never been enjoyin' my serenity
Even if I've got a lot of company
That makes me happy
Soul try to figure it out
From where I've been escapin'
Running to end all the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
I always pretending and lying
I got used to feeling empty
'Cause all I got is unhappy
Happiness, can't I get happiness?
I've never been enjoyin' my serenity
Even if I've got a lot of company
That makes me happy
Soul try to figure it out
From where I've been escapin'
Running to end all the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
It was in a blink of an eye
Find a way how to say goodbye
I've got to take me away
From all sadness
Stitch all my wounds, confess all the sins (confess all the sins)
And took all my insecure
When will I got the love that is so pure?
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
Gotta have
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure