More songs by Rony Parulian
Description
Sometimes feelings don't return with fanfare, but quietly - like a ray of sunlight breaking through a dusty window. At first, you think, "I imagined it." Then it's too late. Everything is alive again: the heart, the breathing, even the shadows on the walls seem warmer. Love here isn't about fireworks and declarations of love in poetry, but about a gentle stubbornness - holding onto what suddenly started beating inside again. In this sound, there is the quiet strength of those who once lost, but never stopped believing that they could feel everything again.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Kutemukan satu sisi dalam diri
Warna-warni penuhi jiwaku
Meski kadang hati ini pun bertanya
Apa mungkin benar ini nyata?
Kau hadir di balik kokohnya tembok hatiku
Kauruntuhkan kerasnya diriku
'Kan kujaga di luas hatiku
Di dalam samudra perasaan
Tak terkira, entah sampai kapan
Tak ada ujungnya
Mungkin hanya mati yang memisah
Sejak hari itu, ku merasa lagi
Perasaan yang telah lama mati
Tak pernah kusangka selama ini
Kau yang sanggup menghidupkan lagi
Kau hadir di balik kokohnya tembok hatiku
Kauruntuhkan kerasnya diriku
'Kan kujaga di luas hatiku
Di dalam samudra perasaan
Tak terkira, entah sampai kapan
Tak ada ujungnya
Mungkin hanya mati yang memisah
('Kan kujaga di luas hatiku)
Di dalam samudra perasaan
Tak terkira, entah sampai kapan
Tak ada ujungnya
Mungkin hanya mati yang memisah
(Hanya dirimu yang bisa merobohkan)
(Kokohnya hatiku)
Mungkin hanya mati yang memisah
(Tak pernah kusangka selama ini)
(Yang selalu menghidupkan aku)
Mungkin hanya mati yang memisah
English translation
I found one side of myself
Colors fill my soul
Even though sometimes my heart asks questions
Could this really be real?
You are present behind the strong walls of my heart
You broke down my hardness
'I will keep it in the depths of my heart
In the ocean of feelings
Never mind, who knows how long
There's no end
Maybe only death separates us
Since that day, I feel again
Feelings that have long died
I never thought it would be this long
You are the one who can bring it back to life
You are present behind the strong walls of my heart
You broke down my hardness
'I will keep it in the depths of my heart
In the ocean of feelings
Never mind, who knows how long
There's no end
Maybe only death separates us
('I'll keep it in the depths of my heart)
In the ocean of feelings
Never mind, who knows how long
There's no end
Maybe only death separates us
(Only you can break it down)
(My heart is strong)
Maybe only death separates us
(I never thought it would be this long)
(Which always turns me on)
Maybe only death separates us