Description
Love here smells not of roses, but of the stench of disappointment. When the heart is broken not into pieces, but into ashes, and all that remains of former tenderness is a habit of pain. Everything that seemed eternal turned out to be disposable, like a lighter at the exit of a bar.
But from these ashes, a strange calm is born - the kind where it no longer matters who left first. There is a cigarette, the night, and a silence that does not oppress, but heals. Between the lines - pride, a little anger and a hint of a smile: yes, it hurt, but now everything is different. Because even from the most broken ‘I’ you can build a new self. Maybe not with love, but with the confidence that there is nowhere else to fall.
Producer: Ali Eren Taştan
Lyrics: BERO257
Mixing, mastering: Ali Eren Taştan
Director: Fatih Merol
Co-director: Berkay Meral
Camera assistant: Seda Koçak
Production Manager: Ahmet A. Erol
Lighting: Mert Ince
Art Director: Baran Akbulut
Editor: Sedat Taşdemir
Colour: Fatih Mehmet Erol
Photography: Berkay Meral
Lyrics and translation
Original
Niye terk ettin beni mahvettin buna değer miydi hiç oo?
Sana alıştım gülüm yarım kaldım hep sensiz yarınım yok. Niye terk ettin beni mahvettin buna değer miydi hiç oo?
Sana alıştım gülüm yarım kaldım hep sensiz yarınım yok.
Niye terk ettin beni mahvettin buna değer miydi hiç oo?
Sana alıştım gülüm yarım kaldım hep sensiz yarınım yok. Olmaz var olan yaşadığım günler. Öyle ki zor gece kurulan düşler.
Olmayan her şeye bir çare bulunur ancak umurumda değil ki gitmen.
Bıktım senden ya da sevmekten. Yalan mı her şey? Bir de buna dertlen.
İçtiğim her gün aklımda bir sen. Yeminler etsen sana güvenmem.
Seni gördüğüm anlar gerçek. Bana verdiğin sözler sahte.
Canım istedim her şeyi çözmek. Seni çağırsam da geri gelme. Bana yaptığın her şey dönecek.
Seni güldürmesin o kahpe. Bana olmadın hiç sen destek. Ben başarsam da sen görme.
Kafam iyi ve de gönlüm rahat.
Seni bulmuş ölmem daha.
Bana verilen her şey bat.
Ben kalktım düşmem daha.
Niye terk ettin beni mahvettin buna değer miydi hiç oo?
Sana alıştım gülüm yarım kaldım hep sensiz yarınım yok.
Niye terk ettin beni mahvettin buna değer miydi hiç oo? Sana alıştım gülüm yarım kaldım hep sensiz yarınım yok.
Boş ver kapandı o perde. Bile bile değiştim on günde. Yaktım sigaramı ben de üfle mutlu bir şekilde.
Artık delirmişim ben de veya bir an dönmüşüm normale.
Dünden güçlüyüm herhalde. Zaten sıfırdan zirveye.
English translation
Why did you leave me and ruin me? Was it even worth it?
I got used to you my dear, I was left incomplete, I always have no tomorrow without you. Why did you leave me and ruin me? Was it even worth it?
I got used to you my dear, I was left incomplete, I always have no tomorrow without you.
Why did you leave me and ruin me? Was it even worth it?
I got used to you my dear, I was left incomplete, I always have no tomorrow without you. The days I live in do not exist. So much so that the dreams that are made at night are difficult.
There is a solution for everything that doesn't happen, but I don't care if you leave.
I'm tired of you or loving you. Is everything a lie? And worry about this.
Every day I drink, you are on my mind. If you swear, I won't trust you.
The moments I see you are real. The promises you made to me are fake.
I wanted to solve everything. Even if I call you, don't come back. Everything you do to me will come back.
Don't let that bitch make you laugh. You never supported me. Even if I succeed, you won't see it.
My mind is good and my heart is at ease.
I found you, I won't die yet.
Everything given to me is ruined.
I got up, I won't fall yet.
Why did you leave me and ruin me? Was it even worth it?
I got used to you my dear, I was left incomplete, I always have no tomorrow without you.
Why did you leave me and ruin me? Was it even worth it? I got used to you my dear, I was left incomplete, I always have no tomorrow without you.
Never mind, that curtain is closed. I deliberately changed in ten days. I lit my cigarette and blew it happily.
Maybe I'm crazy now or I'm back to normal for a moment.
I guess I'm stronger than yesterday. Already from zero to the top.