More songs by Pınar Soykan
Description
Sometimes love does not depart quietly, but with a bang, as if dragging furniture, dreams, and the last remnants of patience behind it. Everything around burns to ashes, but inside it still burns - not with passion, but with resentment, with that very ‘why.’
It seems that there is no strength left even to be angry, but the ashes are still hot. And in this fire, there is a strange calm. Because if you're going to burn, then burn to the end, without pity, without return.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Göremedin ama dinmiyor hasretim. Sarıyorum başa, bitmiyor dertlerim.
Kaçtın, kalbini yine gizledin. Çaresiz kaldım.
Bulamadım bir yolunu.
Olamadım hiçbir zamanda umutlu. Kalmadı içimde duygu.
Söyle şimdi hangimiz suçlu? Sevdim ve ben de yanıldım.
Derman yok, olsa arardım. Kalbimde ne yaralar açtın zalimce.
Düştüm en derinine, battım. Artık yok, kalmadı sabrım.
Sönmez bu nasıl bir yangın haince?
English translation
You couldn't see it, but my longing doesn't stop. I wrap my head around it, my troubles don't end.
You ran away, you hid your heart again. I was helpless.
I couldn't find a way.
I could never be hopeful. There is no feeling left inside me.
Tell me now which one of us is guilty? I loved it and I was wrong too.
There is no cure, if there was I would look for it. What cruel wounds you inflicted on my heart.
I fell into the deepest depths, I sank. No more, I have no more patience.
Sönmez, what kind of treacherous fire is this?