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Description
Sometimes it seems like the whole world is waiting for version 2.0 of you - perfectly put together, confident, without glitches or freezes. But inside, there's background overload, the processor is melting, and someone keeps pressing ‘refresh.’ Every movement feels like it's being watched, every breath turns into a system error.
And you just want to pull the plug - not to get angry, not to prove yourself, not to be ‘how you should be.’ To become quieter, slower, more real. When it no longer matters how many times everything has fallen apart, because it is from these ruins that something is being built that you are no longer ashamed to call yourself.
Lyrics and translation
Original
I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface.
Don't know what you're expecting of me, put under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
Become so tired, so much more aware. I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
I can see that you're smothering me, holding too tightly, afraid to lose control.
'Cause everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you, and every second I waste is more than I can take.
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
English translation
I'm tired of being what you want me to be, feeling so faithless, lost under the surface.
Don't know what you're expecting of me, put under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
Become so tired, so much more aware. I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
I can see that you're smothering me, holding too tightly, afraid to lose control.
'Cause everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you, and every second I waste is more than I can take.
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you.