Description
Sometimes love is not a feeling, but a habit of talking to absence. As if something can still be fixed by repeating, ‘Stay.’ But even if he stayed, it would still be a bit of a lie.
There is a quiet hopelessness and a kind of beautiful weariness in this sound. As if the heart is tired of waiting, but still doesn't know how to let go. The song spins around in the same place, like a stuck record: ‘How much I loved... if only they loved me back just once.’ And it's not bitter - it's more like warmth. Because there is so much life in these words that even happiness cannot contain it all.
Lyrics and music: Sefa Nuh Polat
Editor: Ozan Meydan - Alikan Ozbuğutu
Director: Doğukan Yaşar
Lyrics and translation
Original
Çok sevdim, bir de sevilseydim ya.
Kalamam yanında ben istesem de. Yalan olur sen yanımda kal desem de.
Bilmediğin çok şey var. Söylesem de fayda etmez.
Sana fayda etmez bilirim.
Bir kere de bana gülseydin ya.
Ben de bununla ölseydim ya.
Dizinin dibine gömülseydim ya.
Ne çok sevdim, bir de sevilseydim ya.
Bir kere de bana gülseydin ya. Ben de bununla ölseydim ya.
Dizinin dibine gömülseydim ya.
Ne çok sevdim, bir de sevilseydim ya.
Kalamam yanında ben istesem de.
Yalan olur sen yanımda kal desem de. Bilmediğin çok şey var.
Söylesem de fayda etmez.
Sana fayda etmez bilirim. Bir kere de bana gülseydin ya.
Ben de bununla ölseydim ya.
Dizinin dibine gömülseydim ya. Ne çok sevdim, bir de sevilseydim ya.
Bir kere de bana gülseydin ya.
Ben de bununla ölseydim ya.
Dizinin dibine gömülseydim ya.
Ne çok sevdim, bir de sevilseydim ya.
Çok sevdim, bir de sevilseydim ya.
English translation
I loved so much, I wish I had been loved too.
I can't stay with you even if I wanted to. It would be a lie even if I said you stay with me.
There's a lot you don't know. Even if I say it, it won't help.
I know it won't do you any good.
If only you had laughed at me once.
What if I died with this?
What if I were buried under his knee?
I loved so much, I wish I had been loved too.
If only you had laughed at me once. What if I died with this?
What if I were buried under his knee?
I loved so much, I wish I had been loved too.
I can't stay with you even if I wanted to.
It would be a lie even if I said you stay with me. There's a lot you don't know.
Even if I say it, it won't help.
I know it won't do you any good. If only you had laughed at me once.
What if I died with this?
What if I were buried under his knee? I loved so much, I wish I had been loved too.
If only you had laughed at me once.
What if I died with this?
What if I were buried under his knee?
I loved so much, I wish I had been loved too.
I loved so much, I wish I had been loved too.