Ambivalence

Sometimes love is not warmth, but feverish heat. When a person is nearby, but seems to be in another dimension: you can hear their breathing, see their eyes, but cannot touch them. Everything seems to be happening, and yet nothing is happening. The city is unfamiliar, the signal is poor, and the heart catches the network through the noise - uselessly, but stubbornly.

There is no drama in such stories, only a constant ‘almost’: almost together, almost understood, almost let go. And then again, music, dance, night, where instead of confessions there is a rhythm that goes round and round like an unresolved question. And inside - that very state between ‘dying’ and ‘dreaming.’ Beautiful, painfully familiar. Ambivalence.

Director: Alistair Ann

Authors: Maddie Diaz and Morgan Nagler

Producers: Maddie Diaz and Gabe Wax

Mixing: Gabe Wax

Mastering: Ruairi O'Flaherty

Maddie Diaz - vocals, guitar

Waylon Rector - guitar

Jake Weinberg - bass