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Description
Everything around seems to be moving, but your steps get stuck in the air - like in a dream where you try to run, but your body won't obey you. Inside, there is a breakdown, then a reassembly, like a system that has frozen and is asking to be ‘rebooted’. But it seems that there is something honest in this sticking between “before” and ‘after’: not a flight or a fall, but a strange spiral movement upwards, where each turn is a little less pain and a little more acceptance.
It sounds cold, almost mechanical, but beneath the surface, a living heart is ticking - erratically, as if after a long sleep. When the ice thaws, the crack can be heard all the way to the sky, and suddenly it becomes clear: yes, everything is falling apart, but this is the way to become yourself again.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Broken spiral, an open echo.
Looking sideways, casting shadows.
Entire lifetimes spent on the sidelines.
Time you borrowed.
It's falling apart, shut down and restart.
Melt off, defrost. I'm spiraling up.
Walking side by side with your past lives into a standstill still.
Still blurring lines, shifting gears.
Caught in half-time.
It's falling apart, shut down and restart.
Melt off, defrost. I'm spiraling up.
I'm spiraling up.
I'm stuck in the mud.
I'm spiraling up. I'm stuck in the mud.
I'm spiraling up.
I'm spiraling up.
It's falling apart, shut down and restart.
Melt off, defrost. I'm spiraling up.
It's falling apart, shut down and restart.
Melt off, defrost. I'm spiraling up.
I'm spiraling up
English translation
Broken spiral, an open echo.
Looking sideways, casting shadows.
Entire lifetimes spent on the sidelines.
Time you borrowed.
It's falling apart, shut down and restart.
Melt off, defrost. I'm spiraling up.
Walking side by side with your past lives into a standstill still.
Still blurring lines, shifting gears.
Caught in half-time.
It's falling apart, shut down and restart.
Melt off, defrost. I'm spiraling up.
I'm spiraling up.
I'm stuck in the mud.
I'm spiraling up. I'm stuck in the mud.
I'm spiraling up.
I'm spiraling up.
It's falling apart, shut down and restart.
Melt off, defrost. I'm spiraling up.
It's falling apart, shut down and restart.
Melt off, defrost. I'm spiraling up.
I'm spiraling up