More songs by J Abecia
Description
On the outside, everything seems fine: steady gait, confident gaze, even a smile that gives nothing away. But on the inside, it's a museum of cracks, each with a sign saying ‘do not touch, it hurts.’ Here is the burden of legend, there is the memory of childhood, where you had to understand too early that silence is armour. You seem to be alive, you seem to be holding on, but sometimes you want to disappear just enough so that it stops being hard.
And yet you stand. In the rain, under the judgement of strangers, without a sentence, but with the feeling that you no longer have to justify yourself to anyone. You endure the storm, you don't trust anyone, and you still don't give up. Because even if your heart is broken, it continues to beat. Even if it's not always by the rules.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Por fuera se ve todo muy bonico
Pero algunos estamos rotos por dentro
Cargo el peso de un líder, la carga de un mito
La mirada de un niño que ha callado to lo malo que ha visto
Tengo que aguantar mucho más de lo que aguanté
Tengo que escuchar algo que no quiero saber
Tengo que arrastrar una historia mal contá
Menos mal que Dios me conoce bien
Solo sé, solo sé
Solo sé, solo sé qué es sufrir
No sé en quién confiar (no sé en quién confiar)
A veces, a veces quiero vivir
Y otras, me quiero matar (me quiero matar)
Solo sé, solo sé qué es sufrir
No sé en quién confiar (no sé en quién confiar)
A veces, a veces quiero vivir
Y otras, me quiero matar
Pero aquí sigo
En el mismo sitio, pero aquí sigo
Aguantando la tormenta, pero aquí sigo
Con jueces y sin juicio, pero aquí sigo
Sin dudar de mis principios, pero aquí sigo
En el mismo sitio, pero aquí sigo
Aguantando la tormenta, pero aquí sigo
Con jueces y sin juicios, pero aquí sigo
Sin dudar de mis principios
Solo sé, solo sé qué es sufrir
No sé en quién confiar (no sé en quién confiar)
A veces, a veces quiero vivir
Y otras, me quiero matar (me quiero matar)
Solo sé, solo sé qué es sufrir
No sé en quién confiar (no sé en quién confiar)
A veces, a veces quiero vivir
Y otras, me quiero matar (solo sé)
Solo sé, solo sé qué es sufrir
No sé en quién confiar (no sé en quién confiar)
A veces, a veces quiero vivir
Y otras, me quiero matar (me quiero matar)
Solo sé, solo sé qué es sufrir
No sé en quién confiar (no sé en quién confiar)
A veces, a veces quiero vivir
Y otras, me quiero matar
English translation
From the outside everything looks very beautiful
But some of us are broken inside
I carry the weight of a leader, the burden of a myth
The look of a child who has kept silent about the bad things he has seen
I have to endure much more than I endured
I have to hear something I don't want to know
I have to drag a bad story told
Luckily God knows me well
Just know, just know
I only know, I only know what it is to suffer
I don't know who to trust (I don't know who to trust)
Sometimes sometimes I want to live
And others, I want to kill myself (I want to kill myself)
I only know, I only know what it is to suffer
I don't know who to trust (I don't know who to trust)
Sometimes sometimes I want to live
And others, I want to kill myself
But here I am still
In the same place, but I'm still here
Weathering the storm, but I'm still here
With judges and without trial, but here I am still
Without doubting my principles, but here I am still
In the same place, but I'm still here
Weathering the storm, but I'm still here
With judges and without trials, but here I am still
Without doubting my principles
I only know, I only know what it is to suffer
I don't know who to trust (I don't know who to trust)
Sometimes sometimes I want to live
And others, I want to kill myself (I want to kill myself)
I only know, I only know what it is to suffer
I don't know who to trust (I don't know who to trust)
Sometimes sometimes I want to live
And others, I want to kill myself (I just know)
I only know, I only know what it is to suffer
I don't know who to trust (I don't know who to trust)
Sometimes sometimes I want to live
And others, I want to kill myself (I want to kill myself)
I only know, I only know what it is to suffer
I don't know who to trust (I don't know who to trust)
Sometimes sometimes I want to live
And others, I want to kill myself