Description
Sometimes pain sounds quieter than expected. No screaming, no hysterics - just a calm admission to oneself that all this time, feelings were one-sided. He loved as if it were possible to warm ice with his breath, and for a long time did not notice that what he had before him was marble, not a heart.
The track seems to be made of tears that have already been cried. The sadness here does not cut, but dissolves like evening rain in the dust of the city. In every chord, there is a reconciliation with the obvious: not all love is mutual, but there is a certain purity in this. Stupid, defenceless, real.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Sedihnya ternyata kau hanya berpura-pura menjalin cinta tapi mati rasa.
Tulusku tak akan pernah berharga.
Setiaku terletak di hati yang salah.
Akhirnya aku mengerti, selama ini aku yang cinta sendiri.
Tak pernah sedikit pun kau hargai apa yang kuberi selama ini.
Sedihnya ternyata kau hanya berpura-pura menjalin cinta tapi mati rasa.
Tulusku tak akan pernah berharga.
Setiaku terletak di hati yang salah.
Akhirnya aku mengerti, selama ini aku yang cinta sendiri.
Tak pernah sedikit pun kau hargai apa yang kuberi selama ini.
Di sini aku terus berusaha pada dirimu yang tak pernah cinta.
Bodohnya diriku mencintai dirimu yang tak pernah miliki rasa yang sama.
Setulus apa pun ku mencintaimu, sampai kapan pun kau takkan peduliku.
Akhirnya aku mengerti.
Akhirnya aku mengerti, selama ini aku yang cinta sendiri.
Tak pernah sedikit pun kau hargai apa yang kuberi selama ini.
Di sini aku terus berusaha pada dirimu yang tak pernah cinta.
Bodohnya diriku mencintai dirimu yang tak pernah miliki rasa yang sama.
Miliki rasa yang sama.
English translation
What's sad is that you only pretend to be in love but feel numb.
My sincerity will never be valuable.
My loyalty lies in the wrong heart.
Finally I understand, all this time I was the one who loved myself.
You never once appreciated what I gave you all this time.
What's sad is that you only pretend to be in love but feel numb.
My sincerity will never be valuable.
My loyalty lies in the wrong heart.
Finally I understand, all this time I was the one who loved myself.
You never once appreciated what I gave you all this time.
Here I keep trying on you who never love.
It's stupid of me to love you who never have the same feelings.
No matter how sincerely I love you, you will never care about me.
Finally I understand.
Finally I understand, all this time I was the one who loved myself.
You never once appreciated what I gave you all this time.
Here I keep trying on you who never love.
It's stupid of me to love you who never have the same feelings.
Have the same taste.