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Released: 3 October 2025
Lyrics and translation
Original
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help, but wouldn't
I make a good father? Tour,
I'm a spaceman hanging by a cord.
Lost the major key and I'm unraveling.
Can't work hard but I'm fucking traveling.
I'm twenty-nine years old and the shit ain't new.
Everything I built up, but what if I lose?
Can't decide if I should be mothering.
And if I lose myself, would I be suffering?
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help.
But wouldn't I make a good father?
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help, but wouldn't I make a good father?
Sprinting through life's chaos, I'm still dancing through the pain.
Coulda settled for vanilla, sorry that I missed the train.
My father doesn't drive and so he never found his lane.
I know people who had dads at home, but feeling still the same. I never saw his face and I hardly knew his name.
We're similar in ways, like how I ghost and disengage.
While parenting was brutal, he was only playing tame. I'm a shadow on the moon, I could be somebody's stain.
One shred of doubt, I could be in and out.
Say I got your back while I don't make a sound.
Say I'm at your door, but never leave the house.
Never answer calls, but tell my friends I'm proud.
Tour, tour.
I'm a spaceman hanging by a cord, cord.
Lost the major key and I'm unraveling.
Can't work hard but I'm fucking traveling.
I'm twenty-nine years old and the shit ain't new.
Everything I built up, but what if I lose?
Can't decide if I should be mothering.
And if I lose myself, would I be suffering? You know ignorance is bliss.
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help.
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help.
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help.
But wouldn't I make a good father?
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help, but wouldn't I make a good father?
English translation
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help, but wouldn't
I make a good father? Tour,
I'm a spaceman hanging by a cord.
Lost the major key and I'm unraveling.
Can't work hard but I'm fucking traveling.
I'm twenty-nine years old and the shit ain't new.
Everything I built up, but what if I lose?
Can't decide if I should be mothering.
And if I lose myself, would I be suffering?
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help.
But wouldn't I make a good father?
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help, but wouldn't I make a good father?
Sprinting through life's chaos, I'm still dancing through the pain.
Coulda settled for vanilla, sorry that I missed the train.
My father doesn't drive and so he never found his lane.
I know people who had dads at home, but feeling still the same. I never saw his face and I hardly knew his name.
We're similar in ways, like how I ghost and disengage.
While parenting was brutal, he was only playing tame. I'm a shadow on the moon, I could be somebody's stain.
One shred of doubt, I could be in and out.
Say I got your back while I don't make a sound.
Say I'm at your door, but never leave the house.
Never answer calls, but tell my friends I'm proud.
Tour, tour.
I'm a spaceman hanging by a cord, cord.
Lost the major key and I'm unraveling.
Can't work hard but I'm fucking traveling.
I'm twenty-nine years old and the shit ain't new.
Everything I built up, but what if I lose?
Can't decide if I should be mothering.
And if I lose myself, would I be suffering? You know ignorance is bliss.
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help.
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help.
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help.
But wouldn't I make a good father?
I still don't trust myself, still need my own mother's help, but wouldn't I make a good father?