More songs by Ender Balkır
Description
The bright red colour, which should have been a source of joy, suddenly becomes a sign of someone else's resentment. The words sound like a reproach and a wound at the same time - seemingly close, but already far away. Everything around seems to be permeated with that strange feeling when the heart does not want to let go, but the mind has long been clear: they let you go themselves, and not for the better.
Heavy sincerity breaks through the music - with questions that no one will answer. ‘Why did you burn it? Why did you tie it up, only to throw it away later?’ These lines are not about the past, but about the pain itself, which continues to live inside, finding no way out. Even the mountains seem unable to withstand such a moan.
And amid these repetitive complaints and breaks in the melody, a strange warmth is born: there is both bitterness and tenderness in the voice. It is as if behind all the words there is one simple feeling - a longing for lost beauty that cannot be returned, but cannot be forgotten.
Guitar: Onder Meral
Baglama: Sezgin Yaman
Kaval: Serkan Yildirim
Bass guitar: Cemal Ali Baglan
Mixing and mastering: Bahadir Yildiz
Arrangement: Ender Balkir
Production: Ender Balkır Music Production
Director: Ahmet Tayyar Aydınlı
Production: Studioon Production
Editor: Harun Demirel
Lyrics and translation
Original
Kime kin ettin de gittin ağları?
Yakın iken ırak ettin yolları.
Kime ne kin ettin gittin ağları?
Yakın iken ırak ettin yolları.
Mihnet ile yetirdim gülleri.
Varıp gittin bir soysuza yol durdun.
Varıp gittin bir soysuza yol durdun.
Mihnet ile yetirdim gülleri.
Varıp gittin bir soysuza yol durdun.
Varıp gittin bir soyhaya yol durdun.
Sen beni sevseydin arar bulurdun.
Zülfünün teline bağlar dururdun.
Sen beni sevseydin arar bulurdun.
Zülfünün teline bağlar dururdun.
Madem ayrılmaktı soyha senin muradın.
Niye beni ataşına yandırdın?
Niye beni ataşına yandırdın?
Madem ayrılmaktı soysuz senin muradın.
Niye beni ataşına yandırdın?
Niye beni ataşlara yandırdın?
Hicraniyem der ki bakın halıma.
Dağlar dayanmıyor ahu zarıma.
Hicraniyem der ki bakın halıma.
Dağlar dayanmıyor ahu zarıma.
Elim ermez oldu kisbi karıma.
Çünkü gül yüzlümü elden aldırdı.
Çünkü gül yüzlümü elden aldırdı.
Elim ermez oldu kisbi karıma.
Çünkü gül yüzlümü elden aldırdı.
Çünkü gül yüzlümü elden aldırdı.
English translation
To whom did you hold a grudge and left the networks?
You went astray while you were close.
To whom did you hold a grudge and left the networks?
You went astray while you were close.
I grew roses with kindness.
You came and went and stood in the way of a degenerate.
You came and went and stood in the way of a degenerate.
I grew roses with kindness.
You came and went and stood in the way of a degenerate.
You came and went and stopped at a family.
If you loved me, you would search and find me.
You used to tie it to the string of your veil.
If you loved me, you would search and find me.
You used to tie it to the string of your veil.
If your wish was to leave the family.
Why did you burn me with your paper clip?
Why did you burn me with your paper clip?
If your wish was to leave, you degenerate.
Why did you burn me with your paper clip?
Why did you burn me with paper clips?
My Hicraniye says, look at my carpet.
The mountains can't stand my soul.
My Hicraniye says, look at my carpet.
The mountains can't stand my soul.
I can't help my jealous wife.
Because he had my rose smoothie taken away.
Because he had my rose smoothie taken away.
I can't help my jealous wife.
Because he had my rose smoothie taken away.
Because he had my rose smoothie taken away.