Description
The words in this song sound like red-hot metal slowly being lowered into ice-cold water - hissing, steam, silence. Behind each verse lies a dull force: anger that does not burst out, but hides under the skin, turning into heavy silence. It is not a cry - it is a gaze that burns through.
Here, resentment is not weakness, but fuel. Passion is not about tenderness, but about the right not to be pushed around. And yet, something human slips between the lines: not a desire to destroy, but the hope that someone above will put everything in its place. Music is like a lingering wound: it doesn't seem to bleed, but touch it and the pain comes back to life.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Kata yang tak terolah olehmu.
Timbul segala soalan di fikiran aku.
Aku yang seharusnya terdakwah yang kau lepaskan semata. Kasih yang kau mahu.
Takkan ku biar kau bermaharajalela. Takkan ku biar diriku bernafas lelah.
Ku mahu kau rasa sakitnya.
Pendam dalam diam, pendam.
Apakah kau mengerti?
Hatiku yang membenci.
Dendam dalam diam, dendam.
Balas segala laku kau terhadap diriku.
Namun kubiarkan Tuhan mengadil dustamu.
Aku yang selama ini membeku.
Dileburkan bara api membakar janjimu.
Takkan ku biar kau bermaharajalela. Takkan ku biar diriku bernafas lelah.
Ku mahu kau rasa sakitnya.
Pendam dalam diam, pendam.
Apakah kau mengerti?
Hatiku yang membenci.
Dendam dalam diam, dendam.
Balas segala laku kau terhadap diriku.
Namun kubiarkan Tuhan mengadil dustamu.
Membalasnya.
Oh, pendam dalam diam, pendam.
Apakah kau mengerti?
Hatiku yang membenci.
Dendam dalam diam, dendam.
Balas segala laku kau terhadap diriku.
Namun kubiarkan Tuhan mengadil dustamu.
English translation
Words that you can't process.
All sorts of questions arose in my mind.
I should be the only defendant you let go. Love what you want.
I won't let you run rampant. I won't let myself breathe tiredly.
I want you to feel the pain.
Keep it quiet, keep it quiet.
Do you understand?
My heart hates.
Silent revenge, revenge.
Respond to everything you do to me.
But I will let God judge your lies.
I've been frozen all this time.
Melted embers burn your promises.
I won't let you run rampant. I won't let myself breathe tiredly.
I want you to feel the pain.
Keep it quiet, keep it quiet.
Do you understand?
My heart hates.
Silent revenge, revenge.
Respond to everything you do to me.
But I will let God judge your lies.
Reply.
Oh, buried in silence, buried.
Do you understand?
My heart hates.
Silent revenge, revenge.
Respond to everything you do to me.
But I will let God judge your lies.