More songs by Sena İris
Description
The words fall like footprints in fresh snow - sharp, abrupt, as if each one breathes with exhaustion. They convey not just resentment, but the entire chronicle of a wounded heart that long ago ceased to believe in a miraculous salvation and now gives the order itself: ‘cut, let go, kill slowly.’ But behind this there is no pretence, only honest fatigue and a desire to scrape off the old skin.
The music envelops the lyrics in such a way that the heaviness ceases to be frightening. It becomes something like a last deep breath - something that helps you not to drown in your own poison, but to experience its taste to the end. And while the words are sounding, there is a feeling that even this slow death can be a purification.
Lyrics and translation
Original
Ayıramadığım gözlerime inanma.
Çok oldu vazgeçeli senden.
Dayanamadığım günlerime inanma.
Çok oldu vazgeçeli kendimden.
Buraya kadar kalemi kırar kurtulur giderim.
Artık eskisi gibi bu can değil.
Kalbimdeki derin yara yavaş yavaş öldür beni.
Artık sona geldim bak ne haldeyim.
Kanımdaki derin zehir yavaş yavaş öldür beni.
Ayıramadığım gözlerime inanma.
Çok oldu vazgeçeli senden.
Dayanamadığım günlerime inanma.
Çok oldu vazgeçeli kendimden.
Buraya kadar kalemi kırar kurtulur giderim.
Artık eskisi gibi bu can değil.
Kalbimdeki derin yara yavaş yavaş öldür beni.
Artık sona geldim bak ne haldeyim.
Kanımdaki derin zehir yavaş yavaş öldür beni.
Artık eskisi gibi bu can değil.
Kalbimdeki derin yara yavaş yavaş öldür beni.
Artık sona geldim bak ne haldeyim.
Kanımdaki derin zehir yavaş yavaş öldür beni.
English translation
Don't believe my eyes that I can't separate.
It's been a long time since I gave up on you.
Don't believe my days when I can't stand it.
It's been a long time since I gave up on myself.
So far, I can break my pen and get away.
This life is no longer the same as it used to be.
The deep wound in my heart is killing me slowly.
I've come to the end now, look how I'm doing.
The deep poison in my blood kill me slowly.
Don't believe my eyes that I can't separate.
It's been a long time since I gave up on you.
Don't believe my days when I can't stand it.
It's been a long time since I gave up on myself.
So far, I can break my pen and get away.
This life is no longer the same as it used to be.
The deep wound in my heart is killing me slowly.
I've come to the end now, look how I'm doing.
The deep poison in my blood kill me slowly.
This life is no longer the same as it used to be.
The deep wound in my heart is killing me slowly.
I've come to the end now, look how I'm doing.
The deep poison in my blood kill me slowly.